Oh where do I begin on this one?! I thought I’d be a teacher forever. I thought I’d be single (Sorry Mr M!) I thought I’d have been to Disneyland by now. I thought I’d be able to drive. I did not think I would have an office job. I thought I’d be a parent by now. I did not think I’d have a blood … Continue reading 16-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 16
Dying alone. I really would hate to be on my own. It’s something I’ve always had in the back of my head. Continue reading 15-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 15
Erm… fairly well connected. I ran yesterday and I can definitely feel my body’s response! I’ve meditated, I’m rested. Continue reading 14-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 14
Mr M and I have started on this year’s attempt on Alphabet Dating. The first letter this year was chosen as F … for Christmas, we were very lucky to get a few cinema vouchers so using it as a very valid excuse, we chose The Favourite at Empire Cinemas for our first film of 2019. Using the luxury of a sofa, it was a … Continue reading #alphabetdating2019 – F
Being at peace, rested, carefree… being by the sea, hiding in the circus, watching films, writing in my journal, being with Mr M. Seeing friends, spending time with them and their children. Feeling able to be me. Continue reading 13-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 13
I hate losing contact with people and not knowing why. The factor of being unknown bothers me… I recognise this in me and can identify this in my life as I am also often the culprit of disappearing. I try not to be. Continue reading 12-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 12
I have Generalised Anxiety Disorder. I have a Cerebral Vein Thrombosis. I have had times where my mental health has got the better of me. I sometimes need to hear positives, not for my own ego but for my own self-esteem as I often cannot see the reason why people think that and my own achievements! Continue reading 11-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 11
The logical part of me makes me think this is where the nature/nurture debate kicks in, it’s how I was brought up. It’s where I was raised and the experiences I’ve had. It’s the friendships, relationships and acquaintances I have seen and developed. It’s the loss I’ve experienced, the challenges I’ve faced, the places I’ve seen, the songs I’ve sung, the memories I have. Continue reading 10-01-2019 – AYOM- Day 10
January – I think this month with Identity will be interesting for me to look into. My identity has changed and been a little lost for a while. February – The Past may not be a pleasant month but at least it’s the shortest! March – Environment … I’m curious how this one will develop and what it will develop on. Whether it’s my environment … Continue reading 09-01-2019 – AYOM – Day 9
Teach.Marry.Avoid. 